Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Sunday, May 28, 2006

Nightmares
I took a nap at 10am it was meant to last for 15 minutes which meant that I would wake up 2 hours later. You see I have this habit of snoozing my alarm for 2+ hours before I actually wake up. I tend to dream in those 2 hours. Today's dream was really weird. I was suppose to wake up and I dreamt that I was rolling around in bed doing my usual daydreaming but it was way too hard to open my eyes so I started thinking about what I should be looking at when I opened my eyes. I moved in my dream so I was envisioning some apartment that I just "moved into" I could envision the living room and what I would see when I opened my eyes. So.. IN my dream, I was trying to roll myself off the bed to wake up and when I did it and WOKE UP! THE PICTURE above ( my real bedroom ) is what I saw and I WAS SO LOST and shocked I didn't know where I was! It was super surreal and took me a good 15 seconds to realize where I was ... STEUPIDDDDD

5am breakfast telor dadar (omelette) with steaming rice to be topped with lotsa kecap manis (thick sweet indo soy sauce). THIS is my all time FAV comfort food.
What a day... i slept at 9pm last night. it was only meant to be an hour nap but my alarm didn't go off so i slept on till 4am. I woke up from a bad dream i can't recall and started my day there. Turns out ji also woke up at the same time and we started chatting online, decided to meet for church at 7am... isn't that crazy! i don't think i have ever gone for mass that early before.
There were actually people up for 7am mass. After mass we walked out of the church and the priest started walking towards us with a HUGE smile on his face and his hand fully extended in my direction. I GOT nervous and started looking around AND WE WERE THE ONLY ONES IN HIS DIRECTIOn. I guess he was excited that two youngens decided to start their day early with god.. He came over shook our hands asked for our names and where we came from. Then he was like "Indonesia! So is your family affected by the earthquake?" and im like huh what earthquake. Turns out there was a big earthquake in Joga yesterday. i dont watch the tele or read the papers so im not in touch with world or local events. and so i was like " Oh really... i should probably look into that" Phew*~
8am. I had a second BIG breakfast at Vic mart which started with a Mcdonalds Chocolate Brownie Sundae WHICH SUCKSSS!!! dont ever ever ever buy it i cant believe they even dared selling it.. definitely the worst 4 bucks i spent today. Which was followed by a very noice Bratwurst on a white roll yummy yummy with onions mustard and ketchup yum yum!
Saturday, May 27, 2006

Cat adoption was very tiring so we had Evil coffee bean ice blendeds after that! i remember the time when coffee bean was so rare in Melbourne every time i saw someone holding one i would run up to them and ask them where they got it from. once i saw an empty cup in the bin at trinity college so i picked it up and shouted to see if it belonged to anyone to find out where it came from because it was still cold so the source had to be close. turns out it was from south Melbourne and in 2002 south Melbourne was a very far away place beyond the city grid, THE UNKNOWN...
Thursday, May 25, 2006

Don't bother saying you're sorry
Why don't you come in?
Smoke all my cigarettes - again
Every time I get no further
How long has it been?
Come on in now,Wipe your feet on my dreams.
You take up my time
Like some cheap magazine
When I could have been learning something
Oh well, you know what I mean
I've done this before
And I will do it again
Come on and kill me baby
while you smile like a friend
And I'll come running
Just to do it again.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006

First morning with maine over... i think i cant really remember i have bad short term memory anyway. because maine was over i actually had to wear pjs since me sleeping in the nude would probably scar her for life. so here i am in the kimono robe that jiroj gave me for my birthday with the bonsai that hazel and kris gave me hehehe which reminds me. i have to take it for walks in the sun before it dies on me. there is NO SUN IN MY HOUSE!!!!













































